Dear past,
Today, I let you go. Your probably thinkin you haven't already? Well I let go of any chance of us being together. That happened years ago,but today I let you go from my spirit. I broke the soul tie. I've always had so much love for you, regardless of our issues. That's because my love was unconditional. It took a lot for me to love you. I mean a lot. And I fought it off as hard as I could,but before I knew it..I was totally in love with you. And you knew I was. I think that's when u started to take advantage. believe me, I didn't truly love my self,which was why I was so quickly to submit under you. Even though you weren't my husband, nor were you even a man fit for me to even think about following.i've realized now that when your lost,you will follow anything. I Now know that this isn't all your fault. I take full blame for allowing myself to be the doormat you used to wipe your feet. And even though I had the title of "girlfriend" I wAS more like a mother,taking care if you. Or more like a boss, Tryna keep track of what you were doing and where you were at. At times we were partners,when you needed something done. However,none of the titles I had when I was with you were beneficial to me at all. I was told that a man can only get away with what you allow him to, and that may be true. My only mistake was believing that there were only good things in you. Now,don't get me wrong. I am not bitter,nor angry and I'm not even hurt anymore. When I think about you i smile. If you hadn't broke me down, how would have God been able to come in and rebuild,restore,repair and renew me.? There is always a reason for pain. So instead of blaming you for hurt I am thanking you for showing me how lost I truly was. I am.thanking you for allowing me to look back now and see that everything I did in the relationship and everything I allowed was a direct result of Christ missing in my life. So I will forever love you. I pray for nothing but the best in your life.
In Christ,with love.
